And it's the middle of the night again... I can't seem to fall asleep so I am back on my phone to write on this blog. I'm not even sure that what I write goes thru. I guess I'll know soon. Going back to Mtl in 2 days.
Sorry if it offends anyone, but I honestly don't really wanna go back to Montreal though I have to. I was able to empty my head for two weeks... And now I'm gonna have to remember so many things again. "What I have to do. Where I am standing. Who is with me. Where I am heading to." The graduating u4 student reality?
None of that reality seems real to me though. Tutto e follie nel mundo, cio che non e piacer. Piacer... Which seems to be recently brought to me only by music... It is indeed the only thing that seems to heal me these days. Maybe it's the only thing I wanna consider real.
Haha, I don't even know what I'm saying... But I guess these 2 weeks away allowed me to think a lot of things through. Gotta put actions on the words "do things for myself" for real this time.
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