Dreams.
Funny how when you have a good dream you don't feel like waking up. Don't feel like letting it go. I had 4 alarms on snooze mode and I kept turning them off just because I wanted to continue that dream. Whoever says dreams can't be controlled might have been partly wrong.
I was in Seoul, on the campus of Kyunghee, looking for my prof... desperately. lol. Running around in the warmth of the Spring... Looking for her all over campus. Sounds like a weird dream to want to continue, but I liked it. I eventually found her. She was smiling as always and she gave me that totally surprised look. "How come you're here, you didn't even call". "I have to go away very very soon, because I'm gonna wake up and go to school, I said. "Well, then we should enjoy this moment while we can. Sit down". Then we sat down on my suitcases and I gave her all those gifts I'd been meaning to give her. We had such a short talk... but at least I got to see her. Even if for a short moment.... Even if it's a dream.
Things seem to be getting clearer on one side. A little less clear on another.
I don't really know what I want, I think. Everything seems confusing at this point.
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