Wow, my last entry dates back from a week ago. Not that I NEED to write, but anyways, it's good to have a certain constance. I'm just so sleepy though... I'm dying to go back to bed, but instead I'll write this to give me some energy and start studying seriously.
I thought of dropping the damn course, but I decided that I should not give up studying ECON, no matter how much I hate it. Even if I spent half the time I'm spending hanging out onto this course, I'm sure that'd be enough to pass it with flying colours. Come on, KY. You can do this. The Winter course would be SO MUCH worse, so don't give up.
I get way over the edge in my love for people... but there's seems to be at least a few people who are conscious of it and who seem to be willing to give me back this great love I've been trying to give out. Not always easy, especially to cope with the kind of person that I am, but I am feeling so thankful towards them. Now that I know the way they feel about this, I feel like I can really focus on the other important aspects of my life... (This time being school and grad school application, OMG...)
Love is such a hard thing to find and having a clicking moment with a guy is also so difficult. I am somewhat envious of the friends of mine who found real durable love. It makes me wonder if I'll be able to find such a thing. Maybe it really is just a matter of time.
I am kind of whiny, these days. It must be because the days are getting colder and colder.
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