I was getting up when I got that text saying that my friend whom I took the time to book a week in advance had forgotten she had something to do and so couldn't meet me. I felt like a total idiot and for the first time in a long time, I got uncontrollably angry. Nearly told her to fuck off, despite the fact that we are very close. That was the I don't know how many-th time she did that and I guess I was getting sick of it. Like seriously, ditch me a couple times, but don't expect me to be fine every single time. Anyways, after this shitty morning, (which I'm sure made her feel very sorry, because she bought me sushi at night to be forgiven) I decided to go to that coffee shop, thinking that if anything, a delicious pear-chocolatine and a warmly smiling senpai could only make my mood better. And I was right. Only one hour at that coffee shop/patisserie and seriously, nothing seems to be so bad anymore. On top of that I got to have a nice talk with T-san. Yeah, it's funny how people get to meet and then interact. I still don't understand how, but me like it la. Then went to work, had a busy day, Boss seemed satisfied with my accomplishments of the day.
Then I went home (after Sushi eating with Das) and then was going to study really hard, but S unni logged on to MSN and apparently she already can't live without me so we chatted for.... 5 hours. Like literally from 10 PM to 3 AM, we were chatting. About all kinda things, religion, interpersonal relationships, family, friendship, languages... I feel there are so many things I can connect about with her.. Similar in many ways but I can still tell the few differences coming from her upgraded maturity. Makes me wanna do better. Make me wanna try harder. And live better too.
I really feel like in the span of a few weeks, I was able to connect with many very worthwhile entities that I never had imagined could be in my "range".
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