Midterms...
I spent hell working and studying this week... but everything will be done tomorrow. I have nothing to worry about... except maybe failing ECON313 (Economy of Development). But for some reason, I feel I understand more than I did last econ class I took (micro). Maybe because there are more theoretical stuff to remember. It's a little less abstract. Though I totally understand why Econ208 is a prerequisite for that class. It's such a bummer to have to remember and understand all those graphs and their components. Equilibrium, surplus, demand & supply, marginal utility/productivity, etc. etc. Wow, my head is filled with Econ now. I can only hope that I'll do okay.
To be honest... 2 hours ago, I was in a major panic state, I started calling all the people whom I thought could have a very positive effect on my mood, but I was able to reach only one of them. I must have caught her a bit offguard but she was so nice to me. It doesn't matter if she didn't have a lot to tell me, the few carefully chosen words she used were enough to bring me back on track. I realized that a lot of opinions I make about people might be judgemental, and perhaps idealistic or exaggerated in many cases. But the feeling I get from them is always (or almost always) right. That warmth and admiration I have for some, doesn't simply disappear after spending time with them, even though I can tell that they are "normal" people.... It somewhat amplifies and gives me a lot of strenght. Telling me that even if someone or something isn't perfect, if it can give me such a feeling, it's way enough. And I should never be expecting or hoping for more. Because that's plenty. Will I ever inspire such a feeling to other people?
Let's just hope for everything to go well tomorrow. ^^
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