5 courses. 20 hours of work + time of public transportation riding between home, work and school. Homework and studying time. Guitar lesson and practice time. Tennis playing time.
24 hours in a day just isn't enough if I wanna get a full night of sleep. 7 days a week isn't enough to say I have a day off.
I reduced sleeping and I stopped my social life. Like literally. I think I also have to make a clean up in my social/emotional life. It's starting to get clearer as I go...
Thank God for friday nights. Tomorrow I'll get to see Aki, one last time before she leaves to Japan. What an emptiness she will leave behind.
And sunday I'm going shopping. Stress release.
I told my prof about my whole emotional life cleansing... I didn't think she'd get it... and she probably didn't but she lectured me and was right about a lot of things as usual.
I know I'm bad. I just need her to believe in me and the fact I can be better than that... and I promise I'll try to change.
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