Hmm.
I'm lacking sleep, I'm working too much, I'm not studying enough and my guitar practice is a mess... And, my social life is seriously reduced by half of what it used to be... But for some reason, I feel very satisfied with things these days. I met some pretty cool people at that JSA party last week. I thought you can't really meet good relations on your last year of univ, but I was wrong... Oh, I also got to renew some older bonds with friends. My relations with people like Moni and Charles only seem to get better. I'm getting decent grades (though I have no idea how econ is gonna go...) and I'm gonna get a hopefully massive paycheck by the beginning of October. Oh yeah, I'm also going to a Van Morrison concert on thursday with Moni. And awesome thing, the hockey season is starting and the opera season at the met (retransmitted in theaters) is also starting!!! ^^ I really can't wait. All these things that help me relieve stress off my shoulder can only be good.
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My parents came by yesterday around 11 pm. They came back from a trip to China where they met up with an old friend of theirs. They said they were in Guangzhou? or something like that. They love travelling to Asia, I think there's but a few place where they haven't been yet. They brought me back that really cool bracelet... It was quite a short stay since they left this morning at like... 7 a.m. I thought I'm sleep deprived but they're quite something. And they gotta drive for 5 hours to my hometown and then my dad's gotta go to work... When does he ever sleep? Maybe they're the one who transmitted this disease of working too much and sleeping not enough. Though we obviously have no genes in common.... nurture vs nature?
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I spoke for like literally 20 seconds to my prof (the one in Korea) yesterday. She was in class... :s She seems to have finally figured out the time difference cuz she doesn't call me back in the middle of the night anymore and she realized if she were to call back I'd be sleeping... It was a really weird talk... There are just days like this one where I feel a bit confused about what I gotta do and how I gotta do it... And it feels like if she'd just lecture me again, I'd be able to straighten things up and do things properly. Anyways. I can't depend on her like this, I really gotta learn to kick my own ass and work harder. Aja aja Keumyeo!
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I'm becoming more and more detached, or I'm just feeling like I am? I feel like having fun without being constantly under constraints. I really feel like dating a guy who won't be too serious about me but who's gonna somehow make me fall over my head for him. It doesn't mean we have to get serious, but a fun relationship without all those rules might be what I need right now. I think I need to date a good-looking bad ass, and whose characteristics do not go within the standards of what I defined might be what I need to be with for the rest of my life... Like, I should go for someone who smokes, who drinks, who cares enough about his studies to let me do mine, but who enjoys life and who's easy going.... Gotta be attractive though... Nothing I can get serious with, though. Wow, if someone had told me that I'd say this a few years ago, I would've never believed them. I used to be so passionate and serious. But hey, we are young, what's the point of rushing things? Being too serious leads to a loooot of trouble. Yeah, I think that means I'm starting to acknowledge this weird image that my friends made of me.
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What else? Oh speaking of men. It's been a week and a half since single life started again, and someone came to me yesterday and they're like "oh, aren't you this guy's gf?". I was like "no". And he's like "I could've sworn u were". Then I go "yeah, I was..." It was SOOO awkward. The guy felt bad too. Haha, he had a ping pong paddle. He said he was going to the ping pong club and was kinda offended that I said I wanted to play but not join the club. "You don't like it? I'm an exec". The problem with that club, is that there are too many players and not necessarily enough good players. I wanna play with people my caliber but not have to wait every turn to find one. Meh. Anyways. I might meet Feng soon. I should definitely team up with him and go swipe all the others.
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