I think I found it. All my life I was looking for this special feeling... Maybe it was just because I was lonely or maybe I was missing something because of my adoption... But I was looking for someone to look over me, not as a lover would have but as a protector would. Someone who would support me and understand me... guide me and carry me without making it too hard on them, without making me a burden. Someone who would think about me and miss me, the way I think about them and miss them.
Maybe I'm wrong. Yet it feels so right this time. I've known that person for such a short time... I mean if I compare to some of my friends, who I've known for years.... We met when I was in Korea and honestly we haven't seen each other in 6 months... Yet the thing she expressed in that last letter she sent me, just represents so much to me. It's like she understood me so much. What I need, what I'm seeking.... I was so touched, I shed warm tears. Why is it that she understands my feelings so well despite the short time we've known each other? How can she see right through me so easily? I guess I am quite obvious, but there are some feelings which can't be expressed which she explained so accurately in that letter. I'm almost scared.
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Things are going well with with oppa. He's so sweet. We try to take things slowly and it's working but I think we both like each other a lil more than we should be allowed to despite the short amount of time we've known each other... I guess we can catch up on time matters from now. ^^ I am a little too comfortable. Is it a good sign?
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