Today is gonna be a busy day, but hopefully as good one. Well not that I can complain about the last few weeks... I've had some really good and happy times. Tho a bit more serenity would not hurt.
Hmm, well today started off pretty well at least. Nice breakfast cooked by Dasol. Nice message sent by Minsoo oppa. Work from 1, finishing at 8... followed by dinner with long time no seen Kumi-san and Yu-san.
What more. I think I'm starting to realize a lot of important things in a very short time. You know, about people and stuff... I want to believe that what I've been doing is right... and that changes I've been undergoing have paid off to turn me into something better. Well it's not like the world around me isn't changing.... But yeah through changes/evolution, even if some people are lost on the way... I believe the true ones remain...
Speaking of which, there's something special about that kid. Drags me towards her. Make me wanna get close and all. What's with people and their special aura. Do I inspire a similar feeling to anybody at all? Anyways, she doesn't expect me to get out of my own way for her. Down to earth. Doesn't tell me just what I want to hear. Blunt. Maybe just what I needed...
I just want to be myself. Not having to justify, explain, apologize all the time. All this is so tiring. People ask for explanations and apologies when they're not even willing to understand those. What a load of crap. Of course conventions should be followed. There are some rules of equity/fairness/politeness that I should follow. However, I don't see why I should be breaking my neck over those.
Don't make me laugh. If you really want something, just get it instead of blaming the world for not receiving it.
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