It's a rainy day and it reminds me of Korean 장마 (rainy season)... I hated it so much when I was over there. Rain all the time on top of humidity... and there was aircon everywhere... I should've been happy that there was aircon but it was too much and I eventually got sick. I hated summer as a season in Korea... But there were so many things I liked too... the 짬뽕 (korean type of spicy soup) or the 파전 (Korean pancake) when it would rain... All the students with an umbrella... I miss it... For a while I questioned whether it was my prof or Korea that I missed and after thinking of all these things I miss, it really is Korea... I miss the feeling I had when I was there. I miss the person I was when I was there. I miss the food, the places where I could go, the people... I even miss that crazy 아줌마 (middle aged woman) who'd yell at me when I couldn't understand what she was saying... Even the bad smells at this point are a miss.............. err. Maybe not. Anyways.
I re-opened old diaries and notebooks from last year. Quite shocking to see the kind of crap you write when you're really emotional about something. Some feelings I lost and I don't think I can ever regain... Some things evolved and led to something better, in some case it led to something worse... But it's funny to look back at it now. In a year, how will I perceive the me of now? I'm kinda curious...
Anyways. I'm excited for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I can't sit still...
I wanna enjoy this moment....
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