So I can keep in touch with some friends for years and then we'll meet and things will be fine... Or I could just not keep in touch with some friends for years... and then we'll meet and things would STILL be fine. No problem, not at all. Confidence. I believe in the love I carry for them, in the love they bear for me and in the overall functioning of our relationship without having to be there constantly for each other....
And then on the other end, I don't get news from that person for a week and I panic. Oh I don't literally panic as in starting the invasion of their mailbox by random mails of "where are u and what are u up to?"... But my heart feels insecure. I know the message I've been waiting for all week long will come. I know. But I still feel worried. I still feel unconfident. I still can't fully believe in me, in that person, in our relationship. Is it just that I hold that person in too high regards? Need a solution, real fast.
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